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So this is my last post. I feel kinda bad because I used to post all the time, every week, but I don't know. I don't really know what happened there. I guess I just wanted to do a quick kind of goodbye post. And just update this website that nobody reads about what I plan on doing in the future (more work that no one will read). Mostly for my sake. Partially because I need something to keep myself accountable. I don't know. I have a feeling I'll be saying that a lot in this post. I have been making good progress on my teen story. I'm nowhere near done, but I think that as far as I have come is pretty good. I do plan on continuing. That's kind of it. I don't know what else I'm gonna do. I wish I had more to say. Oh well. This was fun. I always loved Mondays because of comic club. I know none of you guys are gonna read this, but I love you and I always will. Bye.
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Hey pals, buddies, bros and amigos.
This isn't going to be a long post, I just wanted to talk about some stuff. First of all (really exciting, but not really, only for me): I finally released Blub Glub!!! The official title is "Little Blub Glub: The Adventures of an Orphaned Opposite Mermaid" and it is something I am both extremely proud of, and incredibly ashamed of. You'd understand if you read it. I'll leave the link below since the formatting was weird and it kept trying to make this whole paragraph a link which is 100% not what I wanted: LINK LINK LINK LINK I might re-release it somewhere else, maybe on a website where people actually publish stories and things like that. If I do, I'll probs release Titania too. But at the same time, I don't really know where I stand with my opinions on it anymore. Which is kind of really sad because I spent so much time on it?? Like, it was a lot. It was almost a novel. It was like a couple thousand words off. And plus I really liked where it was going with the full universe plot line, but I don't want to write it for just the full universe, you know? I want it to be good on its own, and for it to be able to stand alone as its own quality story. Darn. Anyway, another thing I am really excited about is my next story. I have only just started the plot outline and so far it is a little challenging because I have never written something with a nonlinear plot line. The challenge is nice, I like having to really think about how I want the plot to progress and what moments I want to put where and what not. It's just gonna take a lot longer to write it out and release it. In the hopes of being able to release it sooner, I am going to spend a lot of time over the break working on school work (mostly taking notes for tests since we won't have any projects to work on because all of our grades will be sent in, something I keep forgetting and keep getting stressed about but whatever that's unrelated), that way when we get back all I have to do is take tests for a while, and then I'll have a lot more free PLT time to write and be happy and less stressed even though sometimes writing doesn't make me happy because it makes me stressed!!! Okay, so maybe that last line got a little sad and even though I deal with some HEAVY DUTY writer's block which does not make me a happy camper, I really love writing sad stories !!! And this next story is VERY SAD!!!!! I am so excited because so far my (very loose) idea of how the story is gonna go is one that I really like and I can't wait to officially start writing it out!!! If all goes according to plan I should be able to release it by the end of the school year, or at that point at least be able to release weekly chapters. That should be fun. Sorry this ended up being a lot longer than I expected, double sorry that I lied earlier saying it would be short when it wasn't short and was in fact too long for anyone to read anyway. Thanks for reading if you did and I hope you enjoy blub glub. Treat her well, she is my daughter after all. Have her home by eleven. Over and out. Guess what pals it's your friendly neighborhood garbage can and I am here to give you some updates on the way things are going but not really but kind of just only for this club.
This is going to be really short because it's about a story that's really short and I don't want to spoil all of it (if I were gonna do that I might as well just write the whole thing here and you can go ahead and catch me NOT doing that), but like. I am really really excited for this story because I love it so much oh my GOD Anyway, it's lowkey mob related? Like, it is about the mafia a little bit (but like kind of a lot bit). I feel like if I share anything else about it then the whole thing will be ruined. So like I guess that's it. Sorry this is a lot shorter than I expected so bye I'll see you later or maybe like never because I have never been good at consistency maybe I'll see you in ten years anyway bye. Wow so I guess by the title of this it is pretty obvious that I am apologizing. Because I am.
I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING ANYTHING FOR THE LAST FEW FOREVERS AND WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW I AM A GARBAGE PERSON I HAVE NOT DONE A N Y T H I N G !!!!!!!!! But I'm gonna be honest. I haven't been posting because I haven't been doing work because I have had a LOT of writers block and let me tell you that is some kind of hell. I spent the last month or so with two different story ideas that I wanted to pursue, one that I had started making a plot outline for (but stopped because I didn't like where it was going) and another I only had mentally planned but couldn't figure out how to start. So I am going back to the first one. I realized that I was only writing it because I wanted to get to the next part of the story, the part that is really gritty and serious. And I realized that because I wanted to get to the next part, that I wasn't really focusing on writing the intro. So I'm skipping the exposition altogether. Okay, so maybe "skipping" isn't the right word. I have never really been a fan of exposition, because there isn't enough story. So the plot of the story isn't going to be... linear. The exposition is going to happen a little bit throughout the story. If I had to relate it to anything, I would say the plot might progress similarly to "The God of Small Things," which by the way was a quality book but it messed me up three years later. Anyway. So I am really excited to start working on that. However, that might not be for a while (or at least until January) because we are going to be working on holiday things !!!! We are probably going to sell copies of blub glub, or maybe just have it out to read and sell sticker packs, which I am pretty excited about. I might revise it, but who knows. I'll also have to work on personalized stories that I'll work on for whoever buys them, which is also exciting because wowow being paid to do work wow. Also, I want to release Titiania and Incantatrix soon, I just want to revise it first because now that I think about it, the writing seems kind of juvenile and idk about it anymore. I lowkey want to start over, but at the same time I kind of know that no matter what I am always going to want to make it better and part of me is never going to believe that it is better than the last time. I wish I could just appreciate the work I produce you know? That's kind of it for today. I'll talk to you later, probably like three months from now or something because I have no idea what consistency is. bye. AAAH i forgot to make a post after the last comic club, but like. I didn't do that much for my stories but I did (try to) help out some of my fellow members with their stories/comics/things and I am really excited to see what they do and aaah!! I love creativity and people making things yas! Anyway (I realize I say "anyway" a lot, but I don't really have any other transition words to use, and this isn't getting graded because if it were I would have failed for organization so WHATEVER) I should hopefully be working on my new things soon, I just don't really have all that many ideas yet. I think maybe I'll post TxI soon, so that should be exciting. I probably won't hype it up at all, I'll just release it all and not say anything until it's been out for like, three months or something like that. The only thing I am a little concerned about is that the way I made the characters, they kind of curse a lot (it felt unnatural for characters their age to not curse, but idk idk idk.) and I just don't know if I should publish it in affiliation with the club. But I mean.. I don't know i just ah. Another reason I haven't posted any of it yet is that I am like. Self conscious of everything I have ever done ever, and I don't want to release this thing that I spent almost an entire year planning out and writing and working on and then find out it's like garbage. That would kind of hardcore suck, you know? I am just really nervous about people reading things that I have thought about and then wrote and I just. You know. Ah. So that's kind of it for me for now. I kind of want to start doing a thing where I put songs or music videos I like at the bottom of the post just in case someone reads this (and also because it's more fun for me). I guess I'll start today. just in case you were unaware, New Rules by Dua Lipa is a BOP and a JAM and a TUNE that should be LISTENED TO by EVERYONE. Here it is. Just a jam I figured some of y'all (this is so weird no one reads these and I'm referring to no one but like. whatever i like pretending people read these bc i'm a nerd) would like. enjoy it.
This is your captain speaking, prepare for landing. Over and out. Hello again.
I'm gonna be honest, I'm not sure why I even write these to someone (like I purposely make it sound like I'm talking to someone) when nobody reads these bc I'm boring but whatever. That's not the point. Anyway. So, I just wanted to do a quick update about a couple things I forgot to mention yesterday. I do plan on releasing Titania and Incantatrix, but like. Idk when, and Idk where, and I'm gonna be honest when I figure it out I'm not sure if I wanna release it slowly or all at once. Who knows. We'll get there when we get there.** I do plan on being better about posting this year, so hopefully by the end of the actual year and not the school year I will be able to start posting things from one of the other stories. If I do end up working on both of the stories I have been planning out (the high school kids one and the college one) then I will probably not post as often, but I still would want to post at least one chapter a month for each or something like that. Also, I have been reading the blogs for everyone else in the club and I'm so excited for everyone to be productive and I love reading things and knowing where they came from and aaaah!!! That's kind of it for now, except for the fact that I was reading through some of my older blogs and I don't know why but I like. Stopped doing fun goodbyes??? So now I gotta do something fun-ish. I can't think of anything right now so. Bye. **A not-so-subtle Incredibles quote. Just wanted to make sure it was noticed. Guess who's at the first comic club meeting of the year? You guessed it, probably the people who are part of comic club! That may or may not include myself.
So, I know I already kinda sorta made a post like this already, but like. Here we are. Making another post like this. Because hello I am back and just about as bad as I have always been. And I am going to Write Some Things. So, as you may know, based on some of the other things I have been writing, I plan on starting yet ANOTHER comic about a couple college students. One of them is going to be a super hero sort of person (whose backstory is SUPER interesting [to me at least], but we'll get into that later when other parts of the storyline are more solidified) who kind of investigates the second character, who has a similar story to black widow (yes, she's that one) and so the one that's kind of like a spy is the bad guy for this story for a little, but then she develops over the course of the story and it'll be great, or at least good I think. I also want to continue the one that I had last year, where it was the two kids where one of them is hardcore telepathic and telekinetic, and the other one I want to say is pyrokinetic??? I'm gonna be honest, I don't really know what I want to do with this character, but there is gonna be a GREAT palship so be prepared. I love this. I love all of this. I'm just having a little writer's block with this one. Anyway, that's all I have for now, but based on last year I'll probs come up with at least seven more story ideas. That'll be fun. This is just the beginning. See you next time pals, buddies, friends, y amigos. I KNOW I KNOW ANOTHER POST THE DAY AFTER I ALREADY POSTED BUT WHATEVER I'M HAVING T H O U G H T S9/8/2017 Hello again. Yes, I understand that this is a lil extra, even for me, who posts things like crazy and is consistently inconsistent but whatEVER.
So, I was thinking that the character who is like, kind of "girly" (I DON'T HAVE A BETTER WORD IM S O R R Y) but is like, kind of sort of a murderer/killer has a similar story to like Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow from the Marvel Universe (I always liked the idea of the Red Room situation for a backstory, but I always wondered what the whole purpose was. Why train them? Like, who are they gonna work for? In the comics/movies bw starts of kind of just freelancing, but that kind of seems weird to just makes these sort of dangerous people and then just set them free without giving them some kind of use/purpose) where they are trained to do a thing from youth/infancy or whatever, but I kinD OF WANT TO MAKE IT RELATED TO THE PEOPLE WHO MADE SERILDA BC IM INSANE Anyway, I kind of want them young-ish, like late high school, early college. And I think it would be interesting to have the bubbly one follow the one I talked about above to where she lives (bc the bubbly one is already like a "super hero" or whatever, and they noticed a bunch of weird stuff about the weird one and they figured they'd investigate [THE BUBBLY ONE IS NOT A STALKER DON'T WORRY]) and that's where they kind of begin to be friends even though the weird one is a little freaked out that this person just followed them home (bc that's creepy, duh.) And THEN, we find out that the bubbly one is actually like, super strong (think Jessica Jones) bc for some reason her muscles are like 1000x denser than regular human muscles, so she isn't like that muscular, but like, she is super strong and stuff. Also, I think it would be neat if she was just thin/regular looking but weighed like 300-400 pounds bc her muscles are just like, dense. Idk, maybe the weird one shoots the bubbly one and she just kind of pulls it out and gets a bandaid bc the wound was like a cut bc DENSE MUSCLES. So that's it, I know this was kind of a mess (like everything else i do) but I just wanted to put down some thoughts I was having last night and this morning about how I'd make this story go. . Bye again. I don't actually know how long it will be until I'm back. It might be tomorrow, it might be two weeks, who knows. All I know is that I am Hyped. see you on the flip flop Hello again pals, buddies, friends, and amigos.
The club hasn't officially started up yet but I had this idea for a character and so this is just gonna be a short post about that but idk. So anyway, this character is kind of "girly" when you look at them (I don't really know how else to describe it) where they wear a lot of pink and skirts and dresses and things like that and people are always like "wow they/she is so cute" "wow so innocent" and it turns out she has like a little bit of a dark past and now she kills people she thinks are bad and it's a whole thing. I like the idea of someone being like, "Don't mess with them. They might be cute, but behind that face is all venom." Or something like that I don't know. I also thought maybe they would be teamed up with another character who is bubbly and nice but is similar in that she is a hard core killer and things like that and they hang out despite being almost complete opposites. That's it for now, I might make that a thing but who knows. I just wanted to write it down now so that I don't forget it later. That's all, there will be more updates when the club officially starts. See you then. Remember that time I said I'd work over summer? I didn't.
BUT!! When the club picks up again, I will be BACK and JUST AS BAD as ever !!!! Sorry I didn't do things over the summer, I had some ideas but I wasn't sure how to write them out, but hopefully I can work that out this year. That's all for now. See you in a few weeks. |
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